A Reflection

Never have I ever…blogged (well not before this class at least. If I’m being as honest as I can be, I’ll have you know that I was NOT too thrilled about doing this, especially not for a class! Actually, I think that most of this English course was me looking over the syllabus and thinking “Oh gosh” followed by a deep sigh. I thought professor Perry’s creative style was going to be a bit too much for me. However, I am so glad that I got this experience!

Our second project was a digital one and that was a bit different. It was definitely out of my comfort zone and I thought it’d be hard, but it was the total opposite. I enjoyed working on it much more than writing a traditional paper, sometimes it’s okay to do things different than the way you’re used to. Of course, blogging for a class is also one of those things.

I enjoyed the idea of blogging for a writing class. It keeps you actively writing, and this was very beneficial when it came to writing my papers. I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to catch up with the blogs and other assignments due in class. Fortunately, I was able to do to it! I think I’m beginning to enjoy the idea of blogging. I’m considering about doing this on a personal account as a matter of fact.

I would like to encourage others, as I have mentioned before, I plan on being a school counselor someday. There is so much negativity going on in life, so it’s nice to read something inspiring for a change. I think this would be an interesting hobby to take on!

To the stranger at the ice cream shop and anyone else who this applies to…

To the rather bitter, judgmental, random “Christian” woman from the ice cream shop and anyone else who this applies to:

I found it quite difficult to not overhear your conversation as you were speaking quite loudly and pretty much directly at me with your loud tone and deadly stare. Though I get the feeling that your intentions were to hurt me with your cruel and close-minded words, I’ll have you know that you did not. Actually, you did me a favor. That’s right, instead of harming me, your words motivated me.

See, when I walked into the store with my two beautiful children, I did not intend on interrupting your life and I most certainly did not ask for your opinion about mine. You know, the way I was raised, I smile at strangers and say hello, good morning, good evening, etc… you however, didn’t even bother to reply (though you ever so proudly boasted to be coming out of church from the Easter Sunday service) 😂😏

So as we sat down, merely inches away from each other, you and your friend brought up the topic about high school graduations and then college. Again, I was there to enjoy some ice cream on a hot Sunday afternoon with my children and nothing else. Somehow, I ended up being the hot topic.

You went on to say that women who have kids before having a degree can never or rarely finish school because it’s impossible and so much more nonsense that I can’t even remember. (Y’all at this point this woman was looking into my soul) haha. Well, bless your heart!

Honey, if only you knew that I’ve already beat your pathetic logic. I’m actually extremely successful in school, even more so than when I was single and with no kids! THEY gave me the motivation that I have now to do so well.

I wanted to say something, but I knew it wouldn’t be worth it. You already had your mind made up, right? So instead, I used your words to fuel me. See, what you don’t know is that I actually have a list of things that ignorant people like yourself have said to me or about me in regards to being a young mother. I keep that on a pretty pink board which I made. It hangs on my wall in the room where I do my homework and study.

The list of nasty words and insults others have said hang there along with pictures of my children, my biggest motivators. Whenever I feel like I’m giving up, I look up at that board and I feel empowered. I get back in the game and give it my all to prove you and everyone else wrong and most importantly, to make my children proud.

So, this is not a diss. In fact, it’s nothing like that at all. This is a thank you to you and ALL others who like you, give an opinion without being asked for it. Without those outbursts, I wouldn’t have as many motivations hanging from my wall.

The one that you graciously added helped me work even harder to earn my 98 on a statistics test (along with all my other A’s) I went home and prepared myself for that test after leaving the ice cream shop. Thank you so much! 😂❤️

My Project 4

For my project four, I have decided to review The Wizard of Oz. It’s such a classic, so I thought why not? Though I’ve seen it about a dozen times, I’ve never paused to analyze it. After watching it this time, I noticed a couple of things that I hadn’t before.

First of all, the special effects seem kind of “corny” now that I analyze them closely. It was 1939 after all. Even though the musical just turned 80 years old, it still amazes me at how well the film was produced given the time period in which it was made.

The tornado effect, the bubble in which the good witch, Glenda appears in, the orange fog in which the Wicked Witch of the West appears and disappears would have definitely been breath taking to watch in the 1930’s!

I think that this movie is a great classic, and I still enjoy watching it every now and then.

My mini pep-talk <3 :)

Hey ya’ll! I hope everyone is well! I know I am starting to stress out but we’re almost done! Stay strong and push forward! My last couple of weekends have been spent in front of a screen and glued to a chair, I know it’ll be totally worth it though!

Since this is a free write, I just wanted to post a little pep talk! (Who knows who’ll read this though, am I right?) Ha-ha sorry the inner counselor in me is coming out! 😊 Anyway, being a student is hard, but remember that nothing worth it is easy. We chose to be here and we all had or have our reasons.

Let us make the best of what we have! Imagine yourself 2 years, or 4 years from today. Where will you be? What will you be doing? Will you be happy? Make today count! Take care of yourself and love others.

In a world where you can be anything you want to be, be kind! Everyone has their own battles, and sometimes a smile, a hug, or even a simple hello can make someone’s day.

Thank you for reading my mini pep talk <3.

My project

Hey ya’ll! I can’t believe we’re on blog 6! I mean it feels like just yesterday we met Dr. Perry am I right? I hope everyone is doing well and pushing though these last couple of weeks (we’re almost done for the semester!) Anyway, before even finishing the book, I already had a topic chosen for this paper. In chapter 4, I believe, Michelle Obama talks about “gifted and talented” programs.

This immediately caught my attention considering the fact that I will one day be working in the school system myself as a counselor. I must admit to you that I have not always been a good student. In fact, from middle school to high school I was a lousy student. It’s not that I was uncapable of doing better, I just didn’t feel encouraged to do so.

In my paper, I plan on exploring the topic of  underrepresented children in gifted programs and the challenges that many face that hinder them from greater opportunities. This is a topic that I strongly identify with. I am very passionate about underprivileged children’s education, so this project is definitely on a more personal level for me.

Why read Becoming?

Recently, my English 1102 class was assigned to read Michelle Obama’s autobiography, Becoming. When our professor showed us the book, my jaw dropped. I am an extremely slow reader and at times even unmotivated. I was scared I’d pick it up, read it, and be scared off. However, after reading the first couple of pages of the preface, I was hooked.

Had I not read it, I would have never known that a former first lady and I had so much in common (well, in the beginning of our lives at least). She, as well as I, grew up in the not so nice part of town. She grew up on the southside of Chicago, where as I grew up in the southside of Atlanta. To me, this is a motivational story that is meant to inspire hope. That right there is reason enough to read this book!

I believe that it does us well as individuals to learn from others. Mrs. Obama does a great job in letting us in on everything that went on throughout her journey both good and bad. It reminds us that there is no direct path in life, but that there are sometimes detours and stops along the way. Although her life may seem to us outsiders as all glitz and glam, we don’t know what it’s like to be in her shoes. What we do learn from her is that you have to just work with what life gives you.

If you are going through a rough patch in life, or just need to be motivated, I encourage this book. Even the rich and famous have their own struggles, and it’s comforting to know that they’re not all that different from us on the inside.

Becoming by Michelle Obama

Michelle Obama published an autobiography in 2018, Becoming. What do I think of this book? Well, I’m loving it! It’s the book I did not know I had to READ.I say that because I’m honestly not sure I would have purchased this had it not been assigned. So uh…thanks professor Perry!

First of all, it is always inspiring to hear of someone who has made it so far despite of obstacles and even statistics that dictate otherwise. Michelle Obama is a prime example of this. Being born is raised on the south side of Chicago in the early 70’s must have been tough. However, she astonishingly made it into Princeton andddd Harvard law school, as if PRINCETON wasn’t enough. We learn about her life throughout her own perspective, and it’s simply the best.

The story being told through her perspective gives us the detail that we look for in any good writing, sure. But, I feel like I could hear her voice while reading this. I felt like I invited her over and we were on a porch having some sweet tea. Although it is a long book, (416 pages, not including the epilogue), it is not a hard read! Overall, I’d definitely recommend this book.

Uhm, NO.

WOAH. WHAT? WAIT A MINUTE. HUH? Those were my exact thoughts while reading The Racism Treadmill published by Coleman Hughes in Quillette. I had no idea of who this guy was, and I had to look him up. As it turns out…he’s black!? The reason why this was so shocking was because it sounded to me like he was turning his back against his own brothers and sisters by being blind to the racism that STILL exists in this country.

There will always be 2 sides of the spectrum, the far left, and the far right. Most, like myself lay smack in the middle. This guy, Hughes, seems to be headed towards the right. He argues that the left or, “progressives” believe that the progress on racism is debatable while people on the right would agree that we’ve come a long way from lynching people to only arresting them. UM WHAT? I was triggered, shook, and confused! I had to re-read this article a couple of times.

He tries to support his claim with basic psychology and blames progressive’s thoughts with “the two bugs of human psychology availability bias and negativity bias” both of which are portrayed through the media that we intake. GET OUT OF HERE. What about the injustices that people have personally encountered? The day to day racism that each individual has experienced? I’ve seen it with my own eyes, heard it with my own ears! I am sure he has too! I was shaking my head throughout the entire article. I mean, I just cannot imagine this coming from a black man. No, no, no.

Don’t Call Us Dead- Reaction

Poetry and I have never gotten along. I have yet to acquire a taste for it. After being assigned to read Danez Smith’s “Don’t Call us Dead”, I was yawning before I even opened it. I expected it to be a rather boring collection of poetry. However, I was in for an pleasant surprise.

Smith’s tone can be heard throughout every single poem. It’s different, it varies. I can almost hear him reading these out loud! So instead of wondering how he’d sound like reading them, I actually listened to the poems being read out loud.

I loved it so much! Smith does a wonderful job taking the “boring” stereotype of poetry that I have built up in my head. He turns his sorrow, anger, and resentment into an almost melody and I wish every poem had a video to go along with it. I think this could really help me to connect better.

I appreciate his raw honesty. He doesn’t hold back at all! He writes the way he thinks, which I think is great! You don’t get a lot of genuineness from people nowadays. Overall, I’d say reading this was an enjoyable experience that I did not expect!

Me, myself, and I

For the first time ever I am giving people an inside look of my life from my own perspective which I think is easier said than done. Because, of course, if we’re being honest, I think people hardly ever say anything negative about themselves but I will try my hardest to portray myself as honestly as possible.

I am of Mexican heritage but raised in the south, to be more precise, Atlanta <3. I’m fluent in both English and Spanish (duh, I’m writing in English) I love embracing both of my cultures! I am the eldest of 2, I’m 22 years old (about to turn 23). Although I graduated from high school 5 years ago, I decided to go back to school because I want a better future for my children and myself. Yes, you read that correctly, I have 2 children ( well two and a half if you count my husband haha!) Nicole (4) and Alexander (2).

My children are my life. They are the reason why strive to be a better person each and every single day. Perhaps a couple of years ago I would not take life as serious or even appreciate my parents as much as I do now. I believe that everything happens for a reason and although some may see my circumstance as unfortunate or my life as “ruined”, I know that it is NOT so.

Before them, I’d describe myself as a wild flower just breezing through life without a care in the world, with absolutely no plans for the future, and no concerns whatsoever for anyone besides me.  However, becoming a mother changed my life forever in the best and sweetest way possible. I was no longer self-centered and  rebellious, I became more loving and understanding towards others. My mindset changed completely about life.

I am happy in my space now and I wouldn’t change it for anything in the world!